Posts Tagged ‘dominatrice’

Excerpt from dominatrix memoir

January 1, 2008

Here’s an excerpt of an excerpt from Susan Winemaker’s Concertina: An Erotic Memoir of Extravagant Tastes and Extreme Desires, out January 8th in the U.S. from St. Martin’s

It’s 11:25 a.m. and I’m sitting on and suffocating Bernie. I’m wearing a black rubber skirt that looks like a ballerina’s tutu and in my hands are ten pence coins with which I’m rapidly flicking his nipples. In thirty-six seconds, by a matter of inches, I will suddenly lift from my sitting position which releases the seal from my rubber clad crotch, and listen to his fitful gasps for air. Together with Mozart’s piano concerto in E flat, these are the sounds that fill the tiny room. And today I can add the maniacal whine of a remote-controlled toy car and the shouting of boys in an otherwise sleepy suburban street. I can see my reflection in a wall of mirrors. There’s a pair of scissors by my left and a clock with the seconds hand to my right.

The unknown is an instrument of control full of endless possibilities—which is half the reason I blindfold Bernie. Of course he knows what’s coming, but he never knows exactly when it’s coming. There’s no time for him to prepare, to fill his lungs when suddenly I shift from a squat position to my full weight on his mouth and nose. Bernie has never dictated my style, nor has he ever acknowledged its effectiveness. It’s me that imagines the unknown makes suffocation more frightening and exciting.

Preaching to the Perverted

December 8, 2007

So I’ve been a huge fan of Guinevere Turner for a long time. You may know her from the classic lesbian film Go Fish, Cheryl Dunye’s amazing Watermelon Woman, her brief cameo in Chasing Amy, or as a writer on The L Word. One of my favorite films of hers has to be Preaching to the Perverted, and in fact, I took one of my pseudonyms from her – Tanya (for her role as Tanya Cheex in Preaching) Turner. If you haven’t seen this film yet, please go out and rent it now – or better yet, buy it, because you’ll probably be like me and want to watch it over and over again! Here’s the trailer:

I also love that on Amazon, people who’ve bought Preaching have bought She’s on Top – very cool! I highly recommend it to anyone into fetish, female domination, and/or Guinevere Turner.